Venting Thread - Now with 9000 BTU/hr

[Kirby]

I did NOT miss getting my period the last few months I went without it.

[Train]

I am TIRED AS FUCK i need to start going to sleep at night
It was fun when i didn't do it every night + i had a fandom to obsess over so i didn't get bored, but it just sucks now. All i do is listen to music.

[Killer Ice Cream]

WHY MUST CUSTOMERS BE RIDICULOUS

Croissants and burgers do NOT go together

[ShadFlow]

Fascism 2020

[Kirby]

The amount of anger that lurks within me genuinely frightens me.

[Killer Ice Cream]

PEOPLE DO TOO KNOW WHEN YOU GIVE THEM DECAF

[Kirby]

I am so tired of being surrounded by problems no matter where I turn, my entire life. I'm angry that I'm always surrounded by problems everywhere. I'm angry at myself for not being able to fix them, and I'm angry at myself for contributing to them.

I ruined an entire damn night that would have been happy and peaceful because I just can't think a damn thing through. Sheesh.

[Maxx[2.0]ine]

Why the fuck do I have such awful siblings??? Literally the day after he turned 14, my brother now thinks he has the right to talk to me like a piece of shit.

Like, seriously? What the fuck?

I know neither him or my little sister have any ounce of respect for me, but still.

He is one of the worst things about living in this damn house.

Both of them, my brother and sister, talk shit about me, blaming me for his behavior, right in front of me.

It is NOT my fault he decides to be a disgusting little shitbag, and it is NOT my fault that he just laughs at me when I tell him not to. It's HIS fault, so HIS fault I tell him to get the fuck outta my room. NOT MINE.

It's not my fault I have to share a room with my sister, and it's MY room too. So I have every right to tell him to get out when he's a little fucking brat.

BEING 14 DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO ACT LIKE THAT. YOU ARE STILL MY LITTLE BROTHER. YOU ARE MEANT TO FUCKING LISTEN TO ME, AND ACTUALLY TREAT ME LIKE YOUR OLDER SISTER, NOT LIKE ONE OF YOUR PATHETIC "FRIENDS" AT SCHOOL.

And it makes it even more that the ADULTS IN CHARGE OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE do nothing about it! I get moaned at for saying the smallest thing that he doesn't like, and yet he gets away with treating me like nothing.

And even with the fucking room situation. I'm constantly told that it isn't just my room, it's my sister's room as well. I FUCKING KNOW THAT! SHE CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK SHE WANTS WITH THE ROOM HALF THE TIME. I just think that I should be allowed to tell my brother to stay out of the room for one hour a day, the time between when I have to go up to bed, and they have to put their devices away. But most of the time, no, I'm obviously the one in the wrong for that.

It's fucking ridiculous. I really can't wait until I get outta here. I've considered so many times just asking my best friend if I could just stay at her house with her and her mum. Because that would be a lot better than living here.

[Kirby]

I am so effing tired of every damn thing I hear for the last six months being about politics. I've forgotten what life was like when we used to talk about other things.

And why the hell do I get accused of being "rude" if I say something with emotion in my voice? Am I supposed to just talk like a robot? Wait, no, because THAT gets me yelled at too. Sheesh. Can I do fricking nothing right?

[Train]

Haha gender identity issues go brrrr
Edit: Haha being he/him they/them now go b r r r r r